Macie's ONE!

I have wanted to write some thoughts down about each one of our kids and tonight is fitting. Cam and I had packed everything up, I had left instructions for Grandma Kelsch-she had packed her bags and was here ready to watch all of our kids til Sun.-Thurs. There were a couple meetings in Californina and we are opening up in two weeks-next week is our soft opening so we were heading down to help and go to those meetings and I was really trying to just be fine with leaving and telling myself that it will be good but we got about 2 miles away and turned around. I couldn't leave! 5 kids is a lot and there are so many little things. Kade and Macie both don't sleep through the night and it killed me to know I wouldn't be there to cuddle with them. I know Grandma Kelsch would do such a good job but I just felt I needed to stay. Cam can take care of everything that needs taking care of. I would have had a hard time with Cam leaving but this time I was happy to stay. We are not sure how long he will be down there but the next 3 weeks he will probably be back and forth quite a bit.

I have been thinking a lot about the kids and wondering what lies ahead of them
Bryson always tries to do what's right. He is always thinking of what he wants to do-play with frien